Daily Life

Working full time is exhausting. And going somewhere you don't like everyday makes this even worse. It really causes a lot of stress and anxiety. When people think I am anti-social or quiet at work it's because I am trying to stay calm and keep my blood pressure down. I don't want to freak out on anyone and I don't want to listen to any of the gossip or corporate bullshit anymore. I don't understand why people don't just leave me the hell alone?

In my office there are certain people I keep away from. Those people seem to always be around though, secretly hiding around the corner so we run into each other or going to the bathroom at the same time as me. Why are you doing that? Why don't you just sit the fuck down and do your work? Why do you need to send me email after email after email asking stupid questions? Why can't you just do your damn job and stop trying to get me to talk to you?

I have realized over time that corporate america isn't to far off from high school. It feels the same. It's like no one has grown up. I'm so tired of it. But is it different anywhere else? Does every office feel this way or is it just the stigma associated with large corporations?